你在哪找到的?
我允许你穿我的旧衣服了吗?
脱下来
快照你答应的做 去谷仓喂牲口
吃吧! Eat up!
总有一天我会远走高飞 One day you'll never see me again.
没错 查莉 That's right, Charlie.
农场生活也许挺适合你 The farm life may be it for you,
但绝不是我的归宿 but it sure ain't for me.
我与众不同 I'm special.
妈妈发现时一定会觉得愧疚的 对不对? Mama's gonna feel real stupid when she finds out, won't she?
总有一天 全世界都会知道我的大名 One day, the whole world's gonna know my name.
你也同意对不对 玛丽? You agree, don't you, Mary?
噢 谢谢你了 Oh. Why, thank you.
我确实喜欢有观众看着 I do love a good audience.
你们才看得到真正的我 Y'all see me for who I really am.
一个明星 A star.
鹅先生 你在这里做什么? What are you doing in here, Mr. Goose?
希达! Theda!
来吧 姑娘 Go on, girl.
来吃吧 Take it.
你不该放任自己的愚蠢行为 You aren't to indulge in any more such foolishness.
只不过是跳舞 妈妈 It's just dancing, Mama.
这是自私的行为 It's selfish is what it is.
农场人手短缺 With all the farmhands gone,
不能我自己一个人做所有的事 I can't do everything around here myself.
我有帮忙 I help.
把玉米下到锅里 然后去找你父亲来
今天邮件里有给我的信吗? Anything for me in the post today?
没有 No.
上面说盟军已经控制住了法国 It says the Allies have taken control of France.
你可以晚饭后再读 You can read it after supper.
但妈妈 战争可能就要结束了 But, Mama, this could mean the end of the war!
按我说的做 珠儿 Do as I ask, Pearl.
今晚我不想听你再提死掉的德国人 I don't want to hear about any more dead Germans tonight.
晚饭好了 爹地 Supper's ready, Daddy.
主啊 请保佑我们 Bless us, O' Lord,
赐予我们这些将要来到的 and these thy gifts which we are about
来自您的恩惠 to receive from thy bounty
借由我主基督 阿门 through Christ our Lord. Amen.
阿门 Amen.
去帮你父亲
我亲爱的珠儿 "My precious Pearl.
你不在的时间仿佛永恒 "It feels as if it has been an eternity without you.
我们貌似一直在行军 "All we do is walk, it seems.
我永远无从得知能否到达目的地 "I never know if we'll get to where they say we're going.
他们让我们吃炖牛肉 "They have us chew on bouillon cubes
这样就注意不到疼痛的双脚 "so we don't notice the pains in our feet.
夜晚的战壕最让我感到恐惧 "I find it most frightening at night in the trenches.
迫击炮的声音震耳欲聋 "The mortar shells are deafening.
许多士兵被恐惧逼得发了疯 "Many soldiers have gone mad with the fear.
毒气弹的大屠杀 "Carnage from the gas
让我看到了难以忘记的场景 "has shown me things I won't soon forget,
只有对你的思念能缓解我的苦痛 "and thinking of you has been my only reprieve.
我会永远为效忠祖国而自豪 "I will always be proud to serve my country,
但战争让我明白一件事 "but one thing this war has made clear
那就是我等不及回到家乡 "is that I cannot wait to return home
与你携手共度余生 "and begin our life together.
我再也不想离开你的身边 "I never want to be away from you again.
直至死亡将我们分离 "Till death do us part.
你亲爱的丈夫 霍华德 "Your loving husband, Howard."
我明天要进城 I'll go to town tomorrow.
去再买些药 Pick up more medicine.
也就是说我能顺路看电影了 Which means I get to stop by the pictures.
别告诉妈妈就好 Just don't tell Mama.
电影院里有最棒的歌舞 They show all the best dancers at the pictures.
有朝一日我也能跟那些女孩们一样 I could be on the line with those girls one day.
我知道我能做到 I know I could.
珠儿 Pearl.
我不想让热水浪费掉 I didn't want to waste the hot water.
给他买药的钱在厨房桌子上 The money for his medicine is on the kitchen table.
记得盖好你的脸 Remember to cover your face.
别靠任何人太近 And don't linger close to anyone.
报纸上一直警告致命传染病再次出现 Papers are warning of a lethal resurgence.
上天保佑这个家别再受病痛之苦 God forbid sickness returns to our home.
时机已到... The time is now...
* 我不接受我不该有的人生
* 现在放映《百丽宫富丽秀》
两分钱 Two-bits, please.
♪ 可怜强尼的心 ♪ ♪ Poor Johnny's heart ♪
♪ 跳得咚咚响 ♪ ♪ Went pitty, pitty pat
♪ 在阳光明媚的法国 ♪ ♪ Somewhere in sunny France
♪ 偶遇了一个姑娘 ♪ ♪ He met a girl by chance
♪ 调皮挑逗的一瞥 ♪ ♪ With ze naughty, naughty glance
♪ 她像只灵动的猫儿 ♪ ♪ She looked just like a kitty, kitty cat
♪ 她爱舞蹈玩乐 ♪ ♪ She loved to dance and play
♪ 但离开时他没学会一句法语 ♪ ♪ Tho' he learned no French when he left the trench
♪ 他只懂得说几句 ♪ ♪ He knew well enough to say
♪ 是的 是的 玛丽 ♪ ♪ Oui, oui, Marie
♪ 你是否愿意为我如此这般 ♪ ♪ Will you do zis for me?
♪ 是的 是的 玛丽 ♪ ♪ Oui, oui, Marie... ♪
* 吐痰散播疾病
电影看得还开心吗? Did you enjoy the picture?
吸烟吗? Cigarette?
来吧 我没带病的 Oh, go on. I don't have the bug.
你喜欢电影吗? You like the movies?
我喜欢跳舞 I like dancing.
* 源于1980年代至今的剧场舞女 演出风格性感挑逗 常见风格为几何阵型群舞
噢 未来的踢乐女郎 Oh, a future Tiller Girl.
现在就挺有样了 I can see it now.
我想得美了 I wish.
为什么不呢? 你足够漂亮 Why not? You're pretty enough.
是因为丈夫不让? On account of a husband, I gather?
他出国了 He's overseas,
但我父亲身体不好 我得留在家里照看 but my father's infirmed, so I have to help at home.
对此我深感遗憾 I'm sorry to hear that.
你想来看第二场吗? You want to come watch the second show?
不收你票钱 Free admission.
我是电影的放映师 I'm the projectionist.
我得走了 I need to get going.
妈妈还在等我 但我很感谢你的... Mama's expecting me, but I appreciate the, um...
再多等我一小会 可以吗? Stay there for just one minute, would you?
好的 Okay.
是你刚看的那部 From what you just saw.
这以后不是还要用吗? Aren't you showing it again?
当然了 但这只是一帧 Ah... Sure, but it's only one frame.
等胶卷粘好 没人会注意到的 Nobody will notice once I splice it back together.
在这种时期还坚持照顾家人 这很难得 You know, caring for your family during these times is admirable.
你应该为此自豪 You ought to take pride in that,
但是也别忘了过自己的人生 but don't forget to live your life, too.
我可是非常期待 I wouldn't mind seeing you
有朝一日在大银幕上见到你 你叫...? up on that screen one day, missus...
珠儿 Pearl.
如果你再来 Well, if you come back,
就敲这扇门 我一直在这 knock on this door. I'm always here, and,
而且 我可以随便放任何电影 well, I can run the pictures as much as I like.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我会来的 I will.
愿意与我跳支舞吗? May I have this dance?
我已婚了! I'm married!
你怎么这么久? What took you so long?
路程很远 妈妈 It's a far ride, Mama.
你脑袋上的是什么? What is on your head?
在路上捡到的 Found it along the road.
不要带进屋里 Do not bring it inside.
上面没准全是病菌 It may be covered in germs.
把头发洗洗 Wash your hair.
幸运的话 染上的只是虱子 If you're lucky, it's only full of lice.
等你洗完 去给你父亲换衣服 When you finish, your father needs changing.
别让他坐在自己的秽物里 Don't let him sit in his mess.
我今天看了部新电影 I saw a new picture today.
你会喜欢的 里面的女孩都完美无瑕 You'd have liked it. The girls were all flawless.
在那样级别的舞团里 There's no room for even the tiniest
是容不得任何一丝失误的 lack of precision in a troupe like that.
需要绝对的完美 It takes absolute perfection.
要是能出演那样的电影 该是多棒的生活 What a charmed life it must be to star in the movies.
你还有意识吗? Are you still in there?
主啊 请保佑我们 赐予我们这些 Bless us, O' Lord, and these thy gifts
将要来到的 来自您的恩惠 which we are about to receive from thy bounty
借由我主基督 阿门 through Christ our Lord. Amen.
阿门 Amen.
给你的钱剩下的哪去了? Where is the rest of the money I lent you?
- 没有剩 - 我会算数 珠儿 -There was none. -I can count, Pearl.
少了八分钱 There are eight cents missing.
我在回家路上可能买了些硬糖 I may have gotten some hard candy for the trip home.
那就够了 That is enough, then.
你吃了糖 那就是你的晚饭了 You ate the candy, that was your supper.
而不是我独自一人 辛辛苦苦准备的餐食 The food I worked hard to prepare alone is not.
但妈妈 我赶了好远的路 我很饿 But, Mama, I rode all that way. I'm starving.
你可以等明早再吃剩下的 You may have what's left of it in the morning.
- 你要去哪里 - 睡觉 -Where are you going? -To bed!
我还没允许你下桌 I did not excuse you from the table.
坐下
这个家没有多少钱能糊口了
时代不同了 珠儿
你不能再粗心大意
想要活命 完全只取决于你我两个人
你也看到人们对待德国农民的样子了
我们唯一没有染病或挨饿的原因就是小心谨慎地过活
我知道 I know that.
我有很小心 And I am careful.
我不允许你再沉迷愚蠢的幻想 并且逃避责任了
这是懦弱的表现
你父亲和我没把你养得这么懦弱
清楚了吗?
很好 Good.
你可以下桌了
主啊 求求你 Please, Lord,
让我成为全世界最著名的明星 make me the biggest star the world has ever known
让我能离这个地方远远的 so that I may get far, far away from this place.
阿门 Amen.
下午好 珠儿 Afternoon, Pearl!
米斯蒂 我喜欢你的裙子 Hi, Mitsy! I like your dress.
噢 谢谢你 Oh, thank you.
终于能打扮漂亮的感觉 It feels wonderful to finally be able to
真的是太好了 don something pretty again.
这是几周以来我们第一次离开家 It's the first time we've left home in weeks.
妈妈特别害怕染上病 Mother is so afraid of getting ill.
我妈妈也是 Mama, too.
我们还有一点担心 Well, we were a bit worried
你们两个单独住得这么远 about the both of you being out here all alone,
我们带了点吃的来 so we brought some food.
真是太好心了 That's very kind.
你最近还好吗? How have you been getting on?
有霍华德的消息吗? Any new letters from Howard?
这个嘛... Oh, well...
妈妈一直非常担心 Mother has been riddled with worry.
但人们说 没有消息就是好消息 They say no news is good news, though.
要是他没有因为尊严 If only his pride hadn't gotten him
去参与这场可怕的战争就好了 involved in this dreadful war.
要知道我们认识个医生 You know we had a doctor
可以判定他不符合入伍资格的 willing to declare him ineligible?
换谁都会抓住机会躲过去的 Anyone would've taken that opportunity.
霍华德可不是 Not Howard.
他先是跑出去当了农民 First, he runs off to become a farmer.
现在又参军 Now, the army.
真是为了惹父亲生气什么都肯做 The lengths my brother will go to just to spite his father.
这样一直远离人烟 All this isolation has been enough
足够让人发疯了 是吧? to make one mad, hasn't it?
确实是 It really has.
我们不接受施舍 No, we don't accept charity.
天啊 露丝 只是头猪而已 Oh, for God's sake, Ruth. It's just a pig.
珠儿 我能跟你讲个小秘密吗? Can I share a secret with you, Pearl?
妈妈可能会掐死我 Mother would throttle me
如果她知道了我打算干什么 if she knew I was planning on attending.
这周六在教堂有一场选拔 But there's a dance audition this Saturday at our church
是一个圣诞舞团 for a Christmas chorus line
给全国的老百姓 to bring merriment to folks
带来节日的快乐 throughout the state during the holidays.
有消息说哦 他们组织的这个舞团 Word is, they're putting together a troupe
将在七个不同的城市巡演 and will be touring seven different cities
就在年底之前 before the year ends.
听起来是不是很棒? Don't that sound exciting?
我真希望能成为其中的一员 I would love so much to be a part of it.
我也是 So would I.
那我们应该一起去 We should go together then.
但你不许告诉任何人 But you can't tell a soul.
我绝对不说 I would never.
太棒了 这是我们的小秘密 Splendid. It'll be our secret.
米斯蒂 Mitsy!
我该走啦 I better skedaddle.
这个下午还有三头猪要送出去 We got three more pigs to drop off this afternoon.
周六 十一点钟 Saturday at 11:00.
好的 Okay.
亲家姐妹就得抱团 对吧? Sister-in-laws have to stick together, right?
米斯蒂! Mitsy!
- 该走了 - 回见 珠儿 -Time to go! -See you later, Pearl.
拜拜 米斯蒂 Bye, Mitsy!
查莉 也许就是这次了 Charlie, this could be it.
珠儿? Pearl?
珠儿! Pearl!
《埃及艳后》《百丽宫富丽秀》
哇哦 Well,
没想到这么快就又来了 I didn't expect to see you again this soon.
坐吧 Have a seat.
我简直不相信你能 I can't believe you get to see
每天都免费看电影 the pictures every day for free.
确实 这活计不错 Yeah, not a bad gig, huh?
谢谢你 Thank you.
那么 是有何事光临寒舍? So, to what do I owe this pleasure?
我想了很多 I've been thinking a lot about
你那天说的话 what you said to me the other day
让我别忘了过自己的人生 about not forgetting to live my life,
然后 and, well,
教堂将要举办一场舞蹈选拔 there's a dance audition coming up at the church.
听起来不错 Oh, I like the sound of that.
我也这么觉得 So do I...
但我从来没有在别人面前跳过舞 But I've never really danced in front of anyone before.
如果我做不到完美怎么办? What if I'm not perfect?
只要够渴望 你能做到任何事 You can do anything if you want it bad enough.
我很渴望 I want it.
那就别让任何事阻碍你 Then don't let anything stand in your way.
你想看什么? What would you like to see?
百丽宫富丽秀 Palace Follies.
别这样 你都看过那部了 Oh, come on. You saw that already.
不如今晚看点不一样的? How about something different tonight?
不如... How about...
看一部谁都没看过的电影? How about a film nobody else has seen?
好啊 Okay.
这一部胶片是 I picked this one up while
我在法国服役时遇到的 I was in the service in France.
你住在这里吗? Do you live in here?
我偶尔会在这床上睡一觉 I lay my head on that pillow from time to time,
但我没有特定的居所 but I wouldn't say I live anywhere in particular.
我是大部分人口中的波西米亚人 I'm what more civilized people refer to as bohemian.
我不知道那是什么 I don't know what that is.
意思就是我随时都可以卷铺盖离开 It means I can pack up and leave whenever I want to.
听起来像个美梦 Sounds like a dream.
我尽量让梦不醒过来吧 Just as long as I can keep from waking up.
这是什么片子? What is this?
姑娘们 要搭车吗?
请让我浅尝一点
看就是了 Just watch.
是不是从来没见过这样的电影? Never seen anything like that before now, have you?
有各种各样的地下情色片 There are all kinds of underground stag films
就像这部一样 like this out there.
这合法吗? Is it legal?
做爱吗 合法 Doing it, yeah.
但拍摄就不了 Filming it, no.
至少在这不合法 但有朝一日会合法的 Not here, anyway. It will be eventually.
人们会花一切代价来看的 People would pay an arm and a leg to see this.
这样的电影会在行业里掀起革命的 Pictures like this are going to revolutionize the industry
而我 打算早早地借此盈利 and I, for one, plan on capitalizing early.
这就是现实 It's reality.
无可否认 我们都着迷于 There's no denying we all share a fascination
看到人们真实的一面 in seeing people as they truly are.
我不太喜欢现实 I don't like reality.
我是指我住的地方 Where I live, I mean.
那就离开 So leave.
不是那么简单的事 It's not that easy.
当然很简单 Well, sure it is.
这门前就有条路 There's a road right out front there
能够直达纽约市 that'll take you all the way to New York City.
总有一天我的爸爸妈妈会不在了 One day my mother and father will be gone.
那时我就能为所欲为了 I can do what I want then.
如果那时太晚了呢 What if that's too late?
珠儿 这件事的问题就在于 The fact and truth of the matter is, Pearl,
你的人生只有一次机会 you only get one take at this life.
如果你不趁年轻时好好活着 And if you don't make the most of it when you're young,
就没法再来一次了 you don't get a second chance.
要是他们死掉就好了 If only they would just die.
什么? Pardon?
没什么 Nothing.
能跟别人说说话的感觉真好 It's real nice to be able to talk to someone for a change.
在那个农场待得太久了 Been cooped up on that farm for so long
有时我都担心会不会 sometimes I worry that maybe
自己跟别人都不一样了 I'm not the same as other people.
你为什么想要跟别人一个样呢? Why would you ever want to be like everybody else?
我不知道 I don't know.
感觉那样更安宁吧 Sometimes it just seems more peaceful, I guess.
你之前说的是真心话吗? Did you mean what you said?
说想在大银幕上看到我? About wanting to see me up on that screen?
当然了 Sure, I did.
为此我愿意做任何事 I'd do anything to be up there.
这样的话你得出国 Well, then, you ought to go overseas
等流行病过去的 when this pandemic ends.
我就是这么打算的 That's what I'm doing.
欧洲的艺术界更加鲜活 The arts are so much more alive in Europe.
在那边 你可以成为任何人 You can be whoever you want to be there.
真的吗? Really?
你甚至可以出演这样的电影 You could even be in pictures like this.
我反正很愿意看你 I know I'd watch you.
我该走了 I should go now.
谢谢你 Thank you.
谢什么? What for?
谢谢今晚能见我 For seeing me tonight.
你在看什么? What are you staring at?
希达! Theda!
我就要走了 I'm leaving soon.
我不能再在这待着了 I can't stay here any longer.
霍华德本来该带我走的 Howard was supposed to take me away.
这样我会好受些 It'd be easier for me
不会觉得是我抛弃了你 if I didn't feel like I was abandoning you.
你能理解吗? You understand that?
我爱你 爹地 但这样简直不叫活着 I love you, Daddy, but this is no way to live.
珠儿? Pearl?
你在做什么? What are you doing?
我在跟爹地说话 Talking with Daddy.
我们得带他回屋里去 We need to get him back to the house.
你为什么恨我 妈妈 Why do you hate me, Mama?
我只是顾全大局 I only want what's best.
什么时候才能得到我想要的? When do I get what I want?
有一天你会明白的 One day you'll understand
你想要什么并不重要 that getting what you want isn't what's important.
充分利用你所有的才重要 Making the most of what you have is.
人生很少能按你的期待发展 Life rarely turns out how you expect.
你得做好面对这些的准备 You need to be prepared for that
如果你想过得幸福的话 if you ever want to be happy.
回屋里来吧 Come back inside.
你在哪? Where are you?
别盯着我看了 Stop staring at me.
你怎么找到这个的? How'd you find that?
什么事情我都有看在眼里 I am not blind to what goes on around here.
拿上你的晚饭 待在隔离房里 Take your dinner. Stay in the bunkhouse.
但是外面那么冷! But it's freezing out there!
你在拿我冒险之前就该想清楚的 You should've thought of that before putting me at risk.
隔离到确定你没有生病为止 Isolate yourself until we know you're not ill.
这样做才对 That is what's right.
明天镇上有一场舞蹈选拔 There's a dance audition in town tomorrow.
我要去 I'm going to it.
你不能去 No, you're not.
- 我要去 - 为什么? -Yes, I am. -Why?
看看我的能耐到底够不够大 Find out if I'm good enough.
够不够做什么 珠儿? Good enough for what, Pearl?
不止于此的人生 Something more than this.
这些不知感恩的倔强都是哪来的? Where does all this ungratefulness stem from?
你觉得我们的生活与你不配吗? How is it you find our life so beneath you?
你从来都有屋可栖 You've always had a roof over your head,
有食果腹 food in your belly.
你就没想过这些都是你父亲和我 Do you not think that came at great sacrifice
做出的牺牲换来的吗? from your father and I?
还是说你认为我们也配不上你? Or do you think we are beneath you, too?
如果我的余生注定都要 If I'm meant to live out the rest of my days
跟你和爹地住在这个农场 with you and Daddy on this farm,
那就这样吧 then so be it.
但我的青春只有一次 But I'm only young once.
如果我参加了选拔并且没被选上 If I go to this audition and I don't get picked,
那我就回到家 then I'll come home
而且以后再也不提了 我发誓 and I'll never speak of it again, I swear.
但我必须要知道我尽力了 But I have to know that I tried
不然我会后悔一辈子的 or I'm gonna regret it for the rest of my life.
求你了妈妈 你不知道我的能耐 Please, Mama. You have no idea what I'm capable of.
噢 我知道得很清楚 Oh, yes, I do.
我见过你在私底下做的事 I've seen the things you've done in private,
你以为没人在看的时候 when you believe no one is watching.
你以为别人不会注意到吗? You think others won't notice?
你把你的本性永远藏好了 珠儿 You can't keep your true self hidden forever, Pearl.
他们最终会注意到的 而且会被吓到的 They will notice eventually, and they will be frightened,
就像我一样 just as I am.
- 你错了 - 是吗? -You're wrong. -Am I?
你想成为的是多优秀的女人啊 Then what a fine woman you hope to become,
扔下你的母亲 独自腐朽 leaving your mother alone to rot
就为了能跟一群城里的妓女跳舞 so you can dance with a bunch of city whores.
更别说你可能染上的疾病了 Let alone the illness you may contract and spread.
你见过这病让你父亲变成什么样 You've seen what it does to your father.
这就是你希望自己和别人得到的下场吗? That's what you want for yourself and others?
也许你希望我是这个下场 And maybe that is what you wish for me.
- 当然不是 - 别撒谎了! -Of course not. -Stop lying!
我再也忍不了听到这些了 I can't stand the sound of it anymore!
这跟你罪恶的行径一样可憎 It's almost as abhorrent as your sinful behavior!
你不正常 珠儿 You are not well, Pearl!
这样下去迟早会伤害到别人 It's only a matter of time before you hurt someone else.
邪恶正在蚕食你的内心 我看得出 Malevolence is festering in you, I see it.
而且以后我要严正明确 And I will not, in good conscious,
不再让你离开这个农场 let you leave this farm again.
你阻止不了我的 You can't stop me.
噢 我太可以了 Oh, yes, I can.
你不想知道我能对你做出什么事的 You don't want to know what I could do to you.
我背负着你永远无法理解的负担 I shoulder a burden you will never understand,
每天只能给我嫁的人喂食 spend my days feeding and wiping the snot
擦鼻涕 如此度日 off the face of the man I married.
你胆敢坐在这里跟我谈后悔? You dare sit there and talk to me about regret?
我本应是他的妻子 不该给他当妈! I was supposed to be his wife, not his mother!
你再敢用这种口气跟我说话试试! Don't you ever speak that way to me again!
你听到了吗? Do you hear me?
- 抱歉 - 你才不抱歉 -I'm sorry. -No! You're not!
不然你就会停止这种行为了 Or you would stop all this!
给 拿着 Here! Take it!
这就是你想要的 是不是? That's what you really desire, isn't it?
也许我该为你杀了他? Perhaps I should kill him for you?
这样你就不用再继续照顾他了 That way you don't have to care for him any longer.
这是不是圆了你自私的梦想? Would that suit your selfish dreams better?
那样我们俩都可以去舞蹈选拔了 Then we can both go to the dance audition!
你的丈夫不在了 我的也一样 Your husband is gone. So is mine.
所以我们何必被照顾他们所束缚 Why should we be saddled with caring for them
或者被农场拖累? or the work of this farm?
不如我们都去追求自己的愿望! What about us getting what we want?
我不要再为你受任何苦了 I won't suffer for you any longer.
你想走吗 走吧 You want to leave? Go.
但当你失败 But when you fail...
而且你必定会失败 And you will fail...
我要你记住那是什么感觉 I want you to remember what it feels like
因为我每次看到你 都是这个感觉 because that's how I feel every time I look at you.
我的一切几乎都被夺走了 珠儿 Nearly everything I ever had has been taken from me, Pearl.
你还想要什么? What more do you want?
我只是不想沦落成你这样 I just don't want to end up like you, is all.
我恨你! I hate you!
你这娼妓! You harlot!
我不会再让你当着我的面趾高气扬 I won't let you your arrogance in my face!
- 你并不比我强! - 我就是比你强 -You are not better than me! -Yes, I am!
我要成为大明星 I'm going to be a star!
全世界都要知道我的大名! The whole world is going to know my name!
你要去哪里 现在都还没到早上六点 Where are you going? It's not even 6:00 a.m. yet.
我要去练习 I have to practice my routine.
今天的选拔必须准备充分 I need to be perfect for my audition today.
你还认为我够漂亮吗? You still think I'm pretty enough?
过去24小时内没什么变化 Oh, not much has changed in the last 24 hours.
还是有变化的 Yes, it has.
你上次忘记了这个 Oh. You forgot this last time.
很高兴你能回来 I'm glad you came back.
我也是 So am I.
至少让我载你回家吧 Let me at least drive you home.
是你认识的人吗? Somebody you know?
我不太确定 I'm not really sure.
确实 Well...
现在很难认出谁是谁 It's hard to know who anyone is nowadays
大家脸上都遮着盖着 with all these masks people are wearing.
在这稍等一下 Wait here a minute.
爹地 我真对不起 Daddy, I'm so sorry.
我很快就给你清理干净好吗 I'm going to get you cleaned up real soon, okay?
只是我现在有个客人 I just have a guest right now.
好了 进来吧 Okay, come in!
这是我父亲 This is my father.
很高兴见到您 先生 Pleased to meet you, sir.
想去我的房间吗? Want to go up to my bedroom now?
我想要永远离开这个农场 I want off this farm forever.
但是这里看起来还不赖 I don't know. It doesn't seem so bad.
确实不赖 It is.
那是怎么回事? What was that?
没什么 Nothing.
再跟我讲讲欧洲 Tell me more about Europe.
我们什么时候可以去? When can we go?
你不想去查看一下吗? Don't you think you should go check?
不想 No.
行了 很抱歉 All right. I'm sorry.
但是不管什么动静 Whatever that is,
我们不能当没听见 we can't just ignore it.
万一是你爸爸有什么事呢 It could be your father, for Christ's sake.
不是我爸爸 It's not my father.
求你别走 Please don't go.
你是怎么回事? What's the matter with you?
没什么 Nothing.
是我们家的狗 It's our dog.
趁我不在她把厨房搞得一团糟 She made a mess in the kitchen while I was away,
我把她锁在地窖里了 so I put her in the root cellar.
我想给你看点东西 I want to show you something.
这是查莉 That's Charlie!
她总是很饿 She's always hungry.
我们没钱像以前那样喂饱她 We can't afford to feed her like we used to.
这边这位是玛丽 And over here, this is Mary.
她是不是很可爱 Ain't she a dish?
这是弗兰西斯 This is Francis.
他们都是我最棒的观众 They're my best audience.
我用最喜欢的电影明星给他们起名 I named each of them after my favorite picture stars.
多年以来我给他们表演过无数次 I've put on so many shows for them over the years.
很伤心要道别 但就像人们说的 It'll be sad to say goodbye, but like they say,
在演艺圈就像逆水行舟 "If you're not moving forward in show business,
不进则退 "you're moving backwards."
我们以前养着更多的牲口 We used to have many more animals,
但它们都死了 but they all died.
那你的狗呢? What about your dog?
- 狗叫什么名字? - 我们没养狗 -What's its name? -We don't have a dog.
我以为你说有狗的? I thought you said you, uh, did?
在地窖里? In the cellar?
哦对 Right. Yeah.
这个 呃... Yeah, well, um...
天啊 Oh, boy.
这个 我该往回走了 Oh, I better be getting back, you know?
- 什么? - 我得走了 -What? -Oh, I've got to go
还要放映日场电影 and screen the matinee, you know,
你还得练习呢 记得吗? but you gotta practice, remember?
你得让舞步更加完美 You gotta get those dance moves perfect.
现在绝对不是 Now's not the time to be
松懈休息的时候对吧? resting on your laurels, is it?
能见你很高兴 珠儿 Nice seeing you, Pearl.
我做错什么事了吗? Did I do something wrong?
没有 No.
那你为什么忽然对我冷淡了? Then why did you just go cold on me?
我不懂你意思 I don't know what you mean.
你看到什么了? What did you see?
我什么都没看到 I didn't see anything.
你在撒谎 You're lying.
- 我没撒谎 - 你在撒谎 -No, I'm not. -Yes, you are.
我很清楚 我的感知非常深刻 I know because I feel things very deeply.
听着 我得回去工作了 好吗? Look, I've got to get back to work, all right?
- 我们晚点再见 - 什么时候? -I'll... I'll see you later. -When?
- 什么? - 什么时候再见? -What? -When will I see you?
我不知道 珠儿 这只是种说法 I don't know, Pearl. It's just an expression.
你不会带我去欧洲了 是吗? You're not going to take me to Europe, are you?
跟我讲实话 Tell me the truth.
我做错什么了? What did I do wrong?
- 没什么 冷静点 - 不! - Nothing. Calm down. - No!
我没做错的话 你为什么要离开我? Why are you leaving me if I didn't do anything wrong?
我不明白 我以为你喜欢我 I don't understand! I thought you liked me!
- 我确实喜欢你 只是... - 那就告诉我实话! -I do like you. I just... -Tell me the truth!
你为什么要离开? 你看到什么了? Why are you leaving me? What did you see?
你为什么变了? Why did you change?
你吓到我了 珠儿 You're scaring me, Pearl.
好吗? Okay?
我希望你的选拔能够顺利 I wish you the best of luck with your audition.
真心的 Sincerely.
你不能把我扔在这! You're not gonna leave me here!
我不要再待在这个农场了! I'm not staying on this farm!
什么都不能把我困在这! Nothing's going to keep me here!
你听到了吗? You hear me?
什么都不行! Nothing!
你不行! 霍华德也不行! Not you! Not Howard!
妈妈也不行! 谁都不行! Not Mama! Nobody!
不 不 No. No.
我要你记住这是什么感觉 I want you to remember what it feels like.
因为这就是每次你看向我时 我的感觉 'Cause that's how I felt every time you looked at me.
好了 爹地 Okay, Daddy.
赶紧给你清理干净 Let's get you cleaned up.
我希望你别再那样看我 I wish you wouldn't look at me like that.
你觉得如何 What do you think?
谢谢你做的一切 Thank you for everything.
我知道你会在上天自豪地看着我的 I know you'll look down on me proudly.
我是爱你的 You are loved.
永别了 可怜的强尼 Au revoir, poor Johnny!
谢天谢地你来了 Oh, thank goodness you came.
我还以为你不会露面了 I was beginning to think you weren't going to show.
抱歉 Sorry.
家里有些杂事需要处理 I had some chores to do around the house.
我自己一人快要紧张坏了 Well, I've been in such a flap all by myself.
我的感觉比我想象中 I feel worse than I imagine I would
得流感的感觉还要糟糕 had I contracted that awful flu.
箱子里是什么? What's in the suitcases?
是我一路上需要带的行李 All my things I need for going on the road.
哇 你可真有信心 Wow. You're confident.
传言说他们每个镇子只选一个姑娘 Rumor has it they may only be taking one gal per town.
必须得选我 It has to be me.
这话你不该大声讲出来的 珠儿 I don't think you meant to say that out loud, Pearl.
如果我不是我 那我希望是你 好吗? Well, if it's not me, then I hope it's you, right?
必须得选我 It has to be me.
下一位 Next.
那是多萝西·柯林斯 That's Dorothy Collins.
真没法为她悲伤 Can't say I'm too saddened for her.
有些人就以为自己是天赐瑰宝 Some people just think they're God's gift, you know?
但他们最后总是难逃命运 But they always get what's coming to them eventually.
说实话 这么讲话不太好 I feel bad saying that, actually.
她是个护士 She's a nurse.
我真想不出要怎么做护士的工作 I don't know how to do something like that.
珠儿 我太紧张了 Oh, Pearl. I'm so nervous.
如果刚一上台就笑话我怎么办 What if they laugh me right off stage?
那样我可接受不了 I don't think I could handle that.
你怎么都不害怕的? How are you not scared?
我想可能是习惯了一直害怕吧 I guess I'm just more used to the feeling.
下一位 Next.
天啊 Oh, Lord.
跟我换位置吧 Switch places with me.
我可能做不到了 我太紧张 I don't think I can do this. I'm too frightened.
- 什么? - 来吧 珠儿 -What? -Come on, Pearl.
趁他们开门之前换个位置 Switch before they open the doors again.
来吧 过去 Come on. Move.
谢谢你 Thank you.
你是个好朋友 You're a good friend.
我是吗? Am I?
当然了 Of course you are.
亲家姐妹就得抱团 对吧? Sister-in-laws have to stick together, right?
下一位 Next.
到你了 珠儿 Your turn, Pearl.
是时候展现你的本事了 Time to show them what you can do.
我会让他们见识的 I'm gonna show them all.
祝你好运 Break a leg.
准备好了吗 小姐? Ready, miss?
谢谢你 Thank you.
但很遗憾你不行 But it's gonna be a no.
什么? Pardon?
抱歉 你不是我们想找的人 Sorry, you're just not what we had in mind.
可那是我跳过最棒的一支舞 Well, that was the best dancing I've ever done.
是的 跳得挺好 Yes, it was very nice.
但是舞团里已经有很多像你一样的姑娘了 But we already have plenty of gals like you in the troupe.
我们今天想找个不一样的人 We're looking for something different today.
懂吗 更"全美明星"一点 You know? More all-American,
更年轻 金发的 younger and blonde.
带有明星潜质的 Someone with X factor.
什么? What?
下一位 Next!
来吧 Come on.
- 来吧 - 不 -Come on. -No.
恐怕不行 I'm afraid so.
来吧 小姐 该走了 Come on, miss. Time to go.
求求你们 Please.
你们不明白 我需要这个机会 You don't understand. I need this.
下一位 谢谢 Next in line, please.
我可以做得更好 I can make it better.
来吧 亲爱的 Come on now, darling.
别闹得没法收场了 You don't want to make a scene and spoil everything.
拜托了 再给我一次机会 Please! Just give me one more chance.
- 来吧 - 不要 -Come on, now. -No.
我是...我是明星 I'm a... I'm a star.
来吧 小姐 很遗憾 Come on. Come on, miss. I'm sorry.
- 该走了 - 我是个明星! -It's time to go. -No, I'm a star!
来吧 Come on.
拜托 我是个明星! Please! I'm a star!
很遗憾 该走了 I'm sorry. It's time to go.
拜托 有人帮帮我吗! Please, somebody help me!
拜托! 救救我! Please! Help me! Help me!
不! No!
珠儿? Pearl?
我带你回家吧? How about I take you home?
那是我们送的猪吗? Is that our pig?
要我去找你妈妈来吗? Should I go and fetch your mother?
不了 No.
不如我给你弄点好喝的吧? How about I get you something nice to drink?
妈妈是对的 Mama was right.
我永远没法离开这个农场了 I'm never getting off this farm.
那你离开又想去哪呢? And where would you want to go?
- 去欧洲 - 欧洲? -Europe. -Europe?
那是为什么? What on earth for?
欧洲遍地废墟了 It'll be in ruins
霍华德绝对不肯回去那边的 and you'll never get Howard back there, I'll tell you.
别这样嘛 Oh, come on, now.
我知道你很失望 I know you're disappointed,
但是没必要这么难过 but there's no sense in taking it this hard.
不过是个教堂的舞团而已 It's just a lousy old church group.
都是些外行 Those old dolts,
他们根本不懂什么是专业的舞蹈 they don't know the first thing about quality dancing.
你不明白 You don't understand.
不明白什么? What don't I?
说吧 珠儿 Come on, Pearl.
到底怎么回事? What's really the matter?
我感觉 I don't feel
很不好 well.
你不是染上什么病了吧? You're not coming down with something, are you?
没有 No.
不是那样的事 It's nothing like that.
谢天谢地 Oh, thank goodness.
如果我偷偷溜走 If I snuck out of the house
结果带了一身病菌回到家 and ended up bringing home nothing but the germ,
我爸爸妈妈会杀了我的 my mother and father would just kill me.
我担心可能我身上可能 I'm worried there may be something
有什么严重的毛病 米斯蒂 real wrong with me, Mitsy.
你是什么意思? How do you mean?
就好像我身上缺了点什么 Seems like there's something missing in me
别的所有人都有的东西 that the rest of the world has.
你跟霍华德讲过吗? Have you told Howard?
我从来没跟任何人讲出来过 I've never spoken about it out loud to anyone.
我很怕人们会怎么想 So afraid of what people might think.
珠儿 Pearl...
霍华德是你的丈夫 Howard's your husband.
他喜欢你 He adores you.
你不该害怕告诉他你的感受 You shouldn't be afraid to tell him how you feel.
我害怕我可能说的话 I'm scared of what I might say.
那就先对我练习一下 Well, practice on me first, then.
假装我就是霍华德 Pretend I'm Howard,
说出你心里任何想说的 and you just say whatever's on your mind.
- 我说不出 - 你当然可以 -I can't. -Yes, you can.
来吧 都讲出来 Go on. Get it all out.
- 真的? - 没错 -Really? -Yes.
相信我 Trust me.
霍华德... Howard...
讲出来 珠儿 Go ahead, Pearl.
我真恨你把我丢在这里 I hate you so much for leaving me here,
有时我希望你死了 sometimes I hope you die.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
承认这一点让我感觉很糟糕 但这是事实 I feel awful admitting that, but it's the truth.
我对其他男人 I was curious
感到好奇 about other men.
我敢说你不想听说 I'm sure you don't want to hear about
有陌生人来满足你的妻子 a stranger satisfying your wife,
我发誓只有那一次 and I swear it was only once.
那是个错误 It was a mistake.
他并不是我想要的 我现在明白了 It wasn't him that I wanted. I know that now.
我希望一切能够回到 And I wish things could just go back
以前的样子 to the way they were before,
但我想不出要怎么回去 but I don't see how they could,
我所做的事无法挽回 not after the things I've done.
你还做了什么事 珠儿? What else have you done, Pearl?
噢 霍华德 Oh, Howard.
我才发现这些听起来是什么样 I realize how this all must sound.
说真的 有段时间我受宠若惊 Honestly, there was a time I was flattered
能有你这样英俊的人青睐我 to have someone as handsome as you pine over me.
你真是个好人 我知道的 You're such a good person. I know that.
我一直注意留心你的心思 I made sure to always be mindful with your heart.
我绝不希望你感到嫉妒 I never wanted you to feel jealous.
这是种可怕的感受 像溃烂 It's an awful feeling like a rot,
会在你的内心扭曲翻腾 the way it just twists and turns at your insides.
我太了解那种痛楚了 I know that aching so well.
我能感觉到 I feel it.
每次看到别人顺风顺水都是 Whenever I see others whose lives come easy
因为事实上 我不是个好人 because the truth is, I'm not really a good person.
珠儿 我觉得我该... Pearl, I think I should just...
我从不打量其他男人的原因 The reason I kept my eyes to the ground around other men
从来不是不想伤害你 was never to avoid hurting you.
而是我明白我有多幸运 It's because I understood how lucky I was
能够得到你的关注 to have your attention.
我也许是个可怜的农场姑娘 但我并不笨 I may be a poor farm girl, Howard, but I'm not stupid.
你来到我家农场的第一天我就注意到了 I spotted you the moment you came to live with us.
你像其他农工一样努力 You worked hard like the other farmhands,
但你不一样 but you were different.
你是有背景的 You're from somewhere.
来自美好 安逸的地方 A nice, comfortable place
你随时想回都可以回去 that you could return to whenever you wanted.
我真渴望能那样 I'm so desperate to have that.
我的一辈子 都想离开这个农场 All my life, I've wanted off this farm
而你就是我离开的机会 and you were my ticket out.
所以... So...
我决定永远不能让你看到我真实的一面 I made sure to never let you see who I really was.
这一招非常好用 It worked like a charm, too.
后来你终于把我带回去 Then when you finally brought me back
回了老家见了你的家人 to your home to meet your family,
就像我希望的一样 it was just as I hoped.
仿佛是画里走出来的生活 A life straight out of the pictures.
至少给我的感觉是这样的 At least that's what it felt like to me.
而你却不想要 And you didn't want it.
你只想留在这里 在我们的农场 You just wanted to stay here on our farm,
而这真的让我好愤怒 and that made me so angry.
你怎么可以这样? How could you?
我确信你知道我讨厌这 你一定是的 I'm certain you knew I hated it, you must've.
你怎么可以如此自私 而残忍 How could you be so selfish and cruel
而我如此努力让你感到幸福? after all I've done to make you happy?
我甚至怀上了你的孩子 I was even pregnant with your baby.
我从来都不想做一名母亲 I never wanted to be a mother.
我憎恶有东西在我体内生长的感觉 I loathed the feeling of it growing inside me.
那感觉像病症 It felt like sickness.
拉扯着 吮吸着我 像谷仓里粘人的牲口 Pulling and sucking on me like some needy animal in a barn.
我怎么能为另一个生命负责? How could I be responsible for another life?
生命让我害怕 Life terrifies me.
严酷 惨淡 又让人耗尽精力 It's harsh, and bleak, and draining.
当胎儿死去时我大松一口气 I was so relieved when it died.
把我困在这里的负担又少了一点 It was one less weight keeping me trapped here,
但战争开始了 你也离开了我 but then the war came and you left me, too.
你为什么离开我 霍华德? Why did you leave me, Howard?
我讨厌这样的感觉 I hate feeling like this.
如此可悲 So pathetic.
你们那样的人会有这种感觉吗? Do people like you ever feel this way?
我猜你不会有 I figure you don't.
你看起来时刻都很完美 You seem so perfect all the time.
上帝一定对你非常慷慨 Lord must've been generous to you.
他从未回应过我的祈祷 He never answers any of my prayers.
我也不知道为什么 我做错了什么? I don't know why. What did I do?
我到底有什么毛病? What is wrong with me?
求求你告诉我 没准我能有所好转 Please, just tell me so maybe I can get better.
我不想沦落成我妈妈 I don't want to end up like Mama.
我想要在大银幕上跳舞 I want to be dancing up on the screen
像电影里的漂亮姑娘 like the pretty gals in the pictures.
我真的好想像她们一样 I want what they have so badly,
完美无瑕 to be perfect,
被许许多多的人爱着 to be loved from as many people as possible
能够补偿我受折磨的那些时间 to make up for all my time spent suffering.
有时我在半夜醒过来 Sometimes I wake in the middle of the night
那种恐惧席卷着我 如果命该如此呢? and the fear washes over me, 'cause what if this is it?
如果我只属于这里怎么办? What if this is right where I belong?
我是个失败者 I'm a failure.
我不漂亮 I'm not pretty
本性也不快乐或随和 or naturally pleasant, or friendly.
我不聪明 I'm not smart,
也不风趣 也不自信 or funny, or confident.
我正是妈妈口中的样子 懦弱 I'm exactly what Mama said I was, weak.
我不知道为什么 我做了什么? I don't know why. What did I do?
为什么我的家庭不能像你一样? Why wasn't my family like yours?
我真讨厌不能做你 只能做自己的感觉 I hate what it feels like to be me and not you.
我真害怕当你回家之后 I'm so scared that when you finally come home,
你会看透我 然后害怕我 you'll see me and be frightened
就像其他人一样 like everyone else is.
我知道我做过什么 I know what I've done,
那些坏事 the bad things,
糟糕的 令人发指的事情 terrible, awful, murderous things.
我现在很后悔 但我喜欢那种感觉 I regret them now, but I liked how they felt.
我不希望这样 但我确实喜欢 I wish I didn't, but I did.
起初只是比我更小的动物 At first, it was only animals smaller than myself.
没什么灵性的动物 Nothing with feelings.
没法反抗伤到我的动物 Nothing that could hurt me back.
感觉很好 It felt good.
杀戮比你想象得要简单 Killing's easier than you think,
直到最近对妈妈 till recently with Mama
还有电影院的那个男孩 and the boy from the picture house.
他们感觉不一样 They were different.
他们有着更大的意义 They were more meaningful.
我伤害他们 是为了让他们知道 I hurt them so they too might know
受折磨是什么感觉 what it feels like to suffer,
但可怜的爹地命不该这样 but poor Daddy didn't deserve that.
我真后悔自己做的事 I wish I hadn't done what I did.
妈妈本意是好的 Mama meant well.
她一生过得很苦 She had a hard life.
她只想要个有安全感的家 She only wanted a home to feel safe in.
我能明白 I can see that.
我以为我恨她 I thought I hated her,
但我也是在寻求安全感罢了 but I just want to feel safe, too.
天啊 Lord...
我真是搞了一团糟 I made such a mess of things.
我不知道我还能承受多少 I don't know how much more I can take.
我得打理好这一切 I need to clean this up.
所有事情 All of it.
我得在你下次见到我前处理好 I need to make things right before you see me again.
也许我能让这个农场 Maybe if I can turn this farm
成为你想要的 我们的家 into a home for us like you wanted,
一切终于能发生改变 things will finally be different.
我能原谅 I can forgive.
我可以成为你想要的样子 I can be who you want me to be
只要你能留在我身边 if you'll just stay with me.
你愿意吗 求求你? Would you do that, please?
我不能再独自一人了 I can't be all by myself anymore.
这太难了 It's too hard.
我们可以爱着对方 We can love each other.
我愿意为你这样 I'll do that for you
如果你是认真发誓"直至死亡将我们分离" if you really meant all that "till death do us part."
那就够了 It'd be enough,
这个农场 只有你和我 just you and me here on this farm.
我只希望有人爱我 All I really want is to be loved.
最近我真的过得很难 I'm having such a hard time without it lately.
我应该走了 I should probably get going now.
再不回家 妈妈会开始担心我在哪的 Mother will be wondering where I am if I'm not home soon.
你害怕我吗? Are you frightened of me?
不 No.
当然不是 珠儿 Of course not, Pearl.
你认为我有病吗? Do you think I'm sick?
不会 No.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我为你开心 I'm happy for you.
什么? What?
能够被选中 For getting the part
参加舞团 你实至名归 in the dance troupe. You deserved it.
- 我没有被选中 - 没关系的 -I didn't get the part. -It's okay.
你不需要假装了 You don't have to pretend anymore.
不会伤到我的感情的 My feelings won't be hurt.
如果不是我 我会高兴是你的 对吧? If it wasn't me, I'm glad it was you, right?
- 但是 珠儿 我... - 拜托了 -But, Pearl, I... -Please...
别向我撒谎 Don't lie to me.
好吧 确实 Well, yes.
谢谢你 Thank you.
这一定会非常棒 It's going to be real swell,
能在全国到处跳舞 dancing around the state.
我希望你到时候能来看演出 I hope you can come see the show sometime.
你总是能得到自己的想要的 You always get everything you want.
你更年轻 也是金发 You're younger and more blonde.
我得走了 I have to go now.
你不会对谁说什么吧? You're not gonna say anything, are you?
不会 No.
我确实是爱霍华德的 I really do love Howard.
我知道 I know.
没人需要知道 Nobody has to know.
我能处理好 I can fix things.
这是我们的小秘密 米斯蒂 It can be our secret, Mitsy.
救命! Help!
救救我! Help me!
有人吗 救命! Somebody, please help!
不! No!
不要 求求你 No, please.
救命! 救命! Help! Help!
救命! Help!
救救我! 拜托! Help me, please!
救命! Help!
求求你 不要! Please, no! No!
我不会告诉任何人! I won't tell anyone!
求求你 我发誓! Please, I swear!
不! No!
求求你 你让我做什么都可以! Please! I'll do anything you want.
这不是我想要什么的问题了 米斯蒂 It's not about what I want anymore, Mitsy.
求求你 Please.
充分利用你所有的才重要 It's about making the best of what I have.
不! 不! No! No!
不! No!
我爱你
我也爱你
主啊 请保佑我们 Bless us, O' Lord,
赐予我们这些 and these thy gifts
将要来到的 来自您的恩惠 which we are about to receive from thy bounty,
借由我主基督 through Christ our Lord.
阿门 Amen.
再见了 大伙 So long, y'all.
珠儿? Pearl?
霍华德? Howard?
真高兴你回家了 I'm so happy you're home.